Still
I still am not sleeping right. I took a nap last night. I laid down around 7 and woke up around 9. That was it. After turning off the lights 3 separate times, noodling around on my guitar twice, watching a movie, and migrating 400 GBs of data on to my new computer, I still couldn’t sleep. Of course, I am totally exhausted right now. I just want to crawl into bed and forget about the entire day. I have a staff meeting at 9am
I bought a few more CDs this last weekend:
KT Tunstall – Eye to the Telescope CD/DVD edition
Joe Satriani – The Electric Joe Satriani An Anthology
Joe Satriani – Satriani Live
The Killers – Sam’s Town
Orgy – Punk * Statik * Paranoia
INXS – Listen Like Thieves
Robert Plant – The Principle of Moments
Jet – Shine On
I haven’t gotten a chance to listen to everything yet. The Orgy is OK, nothing very notable on it. The Satriani is really good. And the Tunstall I have listened to before. The woman bought a copy, which she wants back so…
Thursday, I have my first appointment with a counselor. I am unsure how well that is going to go. Change is always difficult and I really don’t like the person I have become. Time to make some changes. I have burned enough bridges and left enough wreckage to fill several life times. So saith the ex-wife. Maybe she said that. Maybe I am paraphrasing… What’s the difference? That’s the message I got out of our last conversation. I have grown weary of the constant warfare. Life is always going to be a struggle. Why do I feel compelled to make it that much harder on myself?
I really don’t know, but I fucking tired of it!
Time to earn my keep.
